Ugly Me

Is it an unhealthy obsession?
Maybe
But it is an unavoidable fact
I am alone
And it hurts
Is it an unhealthy obsession?
Probably
But it is an unavoidable fact
That I have always been
And I see no end in sight
Is it an unhealthy obsession?
I am told so
But I feel it all coming down
And I (don't) know why

I wish it weren't true
I wish I were like you
I wish I was not alone
I wish I weren't
Ugly
I wish someone would help me
The only way that could lift me
I wish someone would see me
As something other than
Me

It is an unhealthy opinion
Truely
To think so low of one's self
But I am alone
It is an unhealthy decision
Truely
To think, live such a lonley life
But I am alone

I wish it were true
That I could be like You
God, I don't want to be alone
I don't want to feel
Ugly
I wish You would help me
The only way that can lift me I wish someone would see me
As something more than
Me