I And You

I have a confession, I need to make, An apology, That's difficult to say. I've been lying to you, This whole time, And I need to confess, My crimes

But you're
Not here
So I guess
Nevermind
You're
Not here
So I'll say it
Another time

These words, Come hard, Just like, My hearts been. I've been wrestling, With myself, With my dreams, With my sins, And I have something, To say, To, You

But you're
Not here
So I guess
Nevermind
You're
Not here
So I'll say it
Another time

I
Had some words, I needed, To say to you.
I
Was afraid, And now, You are too.
You
Are wondering why, Asking how, I could do this to
And why
And how
I could do this to myself

You have, A prayer tonight, Unanswered, As you kneel by my side. And you have, The audacity to ask, Why you're here, And why, I'm, Not

But you
Were not here
And so I said
"Nevermind"
Now You're
Left here
So I'll say
(A haunted) "Goodbye"